the day I met you
is the day I started teaching myself
to let you go
not because I didn’t want you,
precisely because I did.
so these lessons began:
my worth is not in your availability
my heartbeat had nothing to do with your jawline
my longing was not really for your touch
my game was not to beat your hand
you were never there to fill that void.
now, don’t get me wrong
the smile trapped between your cheeks
makes me turn pink
those fingers lingering on my body
urge me to want more
this mind of yours
makes me want to go deep
but,
none of it is mine
none of it is real
I could get lost,
in all of it, and I might,
probably will
swim around a bit,
in circles
in the juice of life, just to see,
there’s nothing to be lost
everything's already found
and that is what I started to learn,
the day I met you.
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